Hello there. Uh, thanks for stopping by. 

If you didn't already know, my name's Alexis. But I go by Joy online, it's my middle name

The picrews are supposedly me. (Can we please pretend i'm that pretty?) 

I have insane social anxiety, and rarely talk online. I believe I'm getting better though, things don't cause me as much anxiety as they used to. :) 

I daydream an insane amount, to fall asleep, when I have any moment to myself, sometimes I completely zone out while doing something like washing the dishes or brushing my teeth- 

I role play a lot, and some of my favorite OCs / Servers can be found on another page on this site. Also, if you've ever roleplayed with me more than once / for long amounts of time, your OC has probably popped up in my daydreaming once or twice, or I may have even mentally adopted them as my child. Sorry. 

I have a sister named Rae who's also online. She's a pretty neat person. Kinda like me but.. Also very different. (If you knew us you'd understand) She's only a year younger than me. 

I have 4 siblings other then her though.. Their ages range from 18 - 7. I'm 15, the second child. Female. Birthday is Dec 9th. Adulthood seems terrifying, but I'm almost there so... yay.

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Things I like:
> Making random sites apparently.
> Roleplaying
> Putting my characters (And their friends) through Hell in my head
> I never really can get out of my head (daydreams) but I don't mind. 
> Making Chocolates
> Reading
> My friends
> Children they're just so adorable. 
> Lost (Tv show) 
> Rain
> Hard Math (Not when I'm tired though..) 
> NF
> Neoni                                      
> Peppermints

Things I DON'T like
> Masks.
> Anxiety kinda sucks, I got stuck with a lot of that. 
> PEOPLE WHO CAN'T LEARN TO RESPECT OTHER PEOPLE'S OPINIONS
> Rude People
> Being cold
> Our Ankle Brace
> The color orange for some reason. 
> Book series that go on for wayyyy too long
> The government 
> People who think the government has their best interests in mind.
> SPELLING MY GOODNESS I HATE IT

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"I want you to know when you're alone and you feel afraid. You're not the only person in the world that isn't okay. There's millions of us just like you, like you, like you." 

"I'm so sick of myself. Rather be, rather be. Anyone, anyone else. Jealously jealousy."  

"I'm the problem? No it's just the way I'm wired. Sorry to disappoint you but I just won't budge (Just give up on me. Give up on me)"

"Give up, give up, and feed the machine, wake up, wake up, and kill the machine!"

"Sorry I don't mean to kill the vibe but we're all dead inside. My oh my, no one cried, I just wanna lose my mind!"